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Monday, November 23, 2015

Prayer, Thanks, and Terror on Monday (Cont.)


November 23, 2015, Monday
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Thank You, Lord, for...
I am thankful, Creator, for 22,843 words so far with my National Novel Writing Month book, "Prayer, Thanks, and Terror."  This means I have reached my word count goal of at least 4,700 words today. (Yay!)
That I have journaled 78 pages between November 16, 2015, and now. Letter-size pages. Single spaced. 12 point type/font.
That I am seeing more of my life's purpose. Prayer. Thanks. Terror. Prayer journaling. Blessings Counted Journaling. Living a life of gratitude.
The size of our backyard--it is one of the larger ones in this neighborhood.
How my husband holds my hand.
B's whiskey colored eyes that I want to get lost in.
How I like my husband and do not just love him.
How B is my best friend.
How B puts up with me--warts and all. In which I have plenty. Too many.
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How do I fully live today?
Have I lived more ingratitude than gratitude? As a whole, yes. Over the last two years, yes I have. Over the last month? Yes. Ingratitude seems to prevail--when I want with everything I have and am to live every moment with gratitude and a life of giving thanks.
Do I live fully or do I live empty? This is a question Ann Voskamp reminds me of in her book, "One Thousand Gifts Devotional: Reflections on Finding Everyday Graces."
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Is my wanting to write a book on living a life of giving thanks pointless and futile? Isn't the market drowning with books on giving thanks?
I cannot help but wonder if rather than a title that says, "Prayer, Thanks, and Terror," is should be, "How to Give Thanks in Spite." After all, this is a lesson I have sure learned--and learned well, I must admit.
Ahh. Yes. That is it. "How to Give Thanks in Spite." Or something like that.
How can we look around this great, big, ugly world and find the beauty in spite?
How can we give thanks when we don't feel like it?
How can we give thanks when we are so busy we can barely breathe, let alone take time to count our blessings?
How can we give thanks in spite of the latest challenge we face?
How can we give thanks when we feel anything but thankful?
How can we give thanks in spite of the ugliness of this world and all of its challenges?
How do we count our blessings in spite of terror?
How can we give thanks during a new holocaust?
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News article title: "Geological Discovery Proving Source of Earth’s Water Amazingly Similar to Biblical Account of Creation"
Read more at this link: https://www.breakingisraelnews.com/54514/geological-discovery-proving-source-earths-water-amazingly-similar-biblical-account-creation-health-and-science/#SB20Zg2IHoAwqxFP.99
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What do I want to devote my time to?
Giving thanks.
Truly. That is what I want. It is, also, what I crave.
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Prayer, Thanks, and Terror on Monday (Cont.)


Written: November 23, 2015, Monday
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Before I begin, it is time for a cappuccino. Please pardon me, my prayer journal. Lord, I will pray as I go get the delightful drink. (1102 a.m.)
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Thank you for twenty-one thousand twenty-three words so far out of fifty thousand for NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month), in which I am writing a book on prayer, thanks, and terror. 
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My prayer: Lord, teach me how to pray about terror and teach me how to always give thanks. I realize that it would be impossible to ever perfect either one, but I can continually strive to learn a better way. Lord, please teach me how to best pray for terror and always give You thanks. The truth is, I cannot do either without Your help and assistance. 
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Inspirational article title: "The One Simple Trick to Help You Notice God in the Every Day"
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I am grateful for...
Caramel cappuccino
How first the cat had to come check out out what I did as I took a bath. Then, the beagle decided to join him. They both opened the bathroom door wide open and let out all of the hot air. Sigh. I pretend to complain. The truth is, I would not have it any other way. 
Cat and beagle are hanging out with me again as I sit in my study and start to count my blessings once again. 
Losing two pounds over the weekend. Two of many, many, many more to go. 
The new bluejeans we bought over the weekend since I had a pair split open on my in the seat last week since I have worn several pairs so much. They are all at that stage, where each of the four remaining pairs could tear any day, any moment now. (Sigh.) I only bought three new pairs, with the hopes I will lose weight. (Weight has always been a struggle for me--ever since I was twelve or so.)
Finding a birdbath warmer that helps prevent the water from freezing. It should arrive in the mail later today. The birds will sure appreciate it. 
How my hair is slowly but surely growing out from a very short pixie. It's far from being anywhere near likable, but it is what it is. Hopefully when I go to get my hair trimmed the week of December Eleventh, my stylist will be able to give it some style. My hair just needs to grow a great deal more between now and then. 
I am looking forward to setting up our Christmas trees and other Christmas decor after Thanksgiving. 
That B and I found a really good pizza joint over the weekend. B loves pizza, so it's a pleasure to find something that pleases him. It's a little whole in the wall, which is our favorite kind of establishment. 
For veterinarians.
Watching Zack beagle sleep. Warms my heart. Thank God for such a major blessing. I still cannot believe, Lord, how he is almost sixteen years old. 
Our washing machine and dryer.
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Inspirational article title: "Sunday Scripture"
It's about giving thanks.
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Inspirational article title: "6 Steps to Find More Gratitude in Your Life"
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Inspirational article title: "How Gratitude Can Change Your Life"
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I am thankful, Lord for...
The rumble of a purring cat.
How Sinan cat came to bed several times last night to snuggle. 
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Inspirational article title: "What does the Bible say about thankfulness/gratitude?"
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Inspirational article title: "A Life of Gratitude"
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I am thankful for yesterday when I cooked our white chili. Both Zack dog and Sinan cat came into the kitchen and begged. They thought it smelled good. It's too bad dogs and cats shouldn't have chili because of the spice. At least their noses liked what they smelled. 
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Inspirational article title: "Living a Life of Gratitude: It’s easy to get caught up in the daily grind and overlook God's glorious gifts."
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Inspirational article title: "How You Can Live a Life of Thanksgiving all Year Long"
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Why have I tried to live a life of giving thanks, a life of gratitude, since November 06, 2013:
The truth is living a life of thanksgiving grew out of desperation. My husband and I just went through a nightmare of life circumstance. It was a storm that tore us to shreds on the inside. Just thinking about this time and I tense. And, it's been over two years now. 
I reached the point where it was either give thanks--or fall apart. There was no middle ground in this terrible, trying, heartbreaking situation. The situation was so poignant and life-changing. Sink or swim. 
I have always been someone who tries to live a life of excellence. I always try to give it my best. I push myself, needless to say. Sometimes too hard. 
Therefore, when God presented this passage to me from the Bible, His Word, I decided to seek living a life of excellence in giving thanks:
1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 Expanded Bible (EXB)
17 Pray ·continually [without ceasing], 18 and give thanks ·whatever happens [in all circumstances; in everything]. That is ·what God wants [God’s will] for you in Christ Jesus.
-- Expanded Bible (EXB). The Expanded Bible, Copyright © 2011 Thomas Nelson Inc. All rights reserved.
I realize I have quoted this before, but this passage of Scripture becomes a way of life and a way to live. In fact, 1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 presents the best way to live. 
Here's another version of the Bible of this passage:
1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 New Living Translation (NLT)
17 Never stop praying. 18 Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.
-- New Living Translation (NLT). Holy Bible. New Living Translation copyright© 1996, 2004, 2007, 2013 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved.
This passage became the bane of my existence and why I existed at once. 
How on earth could I give thanks in this nightmare? (I thought in November 2006.) How is this even possible? How can I give thank when I am so hurt? So sad? So deflated, so frustrated, so angry, so confused? How could I give thanks for the very thing that was one of the biggest nightmares of my life (literally)? And, how can I give thanks in the very thing that destroyed marriages? How could I? 
How could I offer thanks for infertility? Every day for thirty-nine years, I wanted to have a baby. Every day. There was never a time I didn't want to have one. 
How could I give thanks to this--when B and I were both only children, so our family was already small? How could I give thanks knowing one day I would have no family at all? At least with children, and larger families, the odds are that you will most likely have someone survive past you. 
How could I give thanks where every single place I went, I saw a child--and I could not, would not have one? How could I?
The pursuit of living 1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 made me angry and it hurt, on the one hand. However, on the other, I realized it was, frankly, the only lifeline I had. 
IVF didn't work out (two rounds of it). Neither did adoption. Consequently, B and I had to let go. How do you give thanks for this? 
I sit here, over two years later, and I am grateful, oh so grateful, that I tried to give thanks in spite. I really had no choice. I either had to learn how to give thanks or I think I would have curled up into a ball of despair and I do not think I would have ever come out of it. The pain was so deep. 
The truth is giving thanks saved me--and keeps saving me. It is my lifeline. 
Giving thanks in and for all things has changed me and my life entirely. 
The challenges I have gone through since I started to try to life a life of thanks have been quite doable. It's made me a great deal stronger and has given me purpose. Great purpose. Life purpose. I simply cannot emphasize this enough. 
Giving thanks at all times, in and for all things, even in times of storm and challenge, creates joy in my life. Joy is something that isn't dependent on anyone or anything. Joy lasts in spite. Joy is deeper and long-lasting. Counting my blessings, and living a life of gratitude, has taught me how I do not want to live a shallow life of happiness. Happiness is fleeting and short-lived. It depends on different people, things, circumstances. Joy lasts through everything and everyone. 
This is why when I deal with a challenge now, I am to thank God. I know that in the times of storm and challenge, the Lord has always, and will always, bless my socks off. The key is I need to look past myself, past the challenge, and look for the blessings of each and every moment. In which, there are several. 
Yes. It is true. Every moment is full of multiple blessings. Not just one or two. The catch is we have to look for them and count them. 
Ever since I have started to count my blessings in spite, and search for the multiple blessings of every moment, I have learned how beautiful life is and can be. Even in times of storm.
I never would have been able to handle Kara's death (our cat) as well as I did if not for my counting of blessings. The truth is that since I counted my blessings all along (or at least tried to over the last two years), it was far easier to realize that it was because of her I wanted to life a life of thanksgiving and gratitude all along. It would, and will be, the best way for me to honor her and her life. 
That is not to say I still do not cry about Kara no longer being with us. I do. In fact, I got a little weepy earlier thinking of her. But, I realize that thanking You, Lord, is not dependent on anything--other than simply doing that--counting my blessings. 
Counting my blessings means I can get through anything and at any time. 
Blessings are eternal. They are not temporary. The blessings I count today, I can count in one year, five, ten, twenty, and decades from now. They are continual and life on. 
I would much rather live a life of gratitude than ingratitude. Life is so much sweeter because of this.  
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Lord, thank You for...
Cheese
Cheese crackers
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Prayer, Terror, Thanks: My Personal Journaling on Nov/23/2015/Mon


Readers and friends, welcome to the week of Thanksgiving in the United States of America. This means I am going to make sure gratitude and giving thanks is my main focus for my personal journaling entries, which I turn into blog posts. That being said, though, I will still try to include articles of current events and news.
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I am participating in NaNoWriMo (National Novel Writing Month) in this month of November, and am using my personal journaling of prayer, terror, and thanks to create a book of at least 50,000 words in this yearly writing contest. I just started writing this book for NaNoWriMo last week. Therefore, between now and mid-December, I will be blogging a great deal more than usual as I participate in this contest. Please forgive the additional material each day. I know I already mentioned this, but I wanted to make sure I was clear and explain the reason why. Writing at lease fifty thousand words in less than two weeks creates a great deal of writing.
Thank you for your patience and understanding.
(Note to self: I need to write a total of four thousand seven hundred words per day for the rest of the month of November in order to obtain this objective and win the writing contest of NaNoWriMo. Gulp. That's a lot of words for me to write, before the end of November. that being said, though, I know for a fact that it can be done. I have been known to write 10,000 words in one day, after all. Given this, I need to move up to my study immediately and use a keyboard with my tablet so I can write as much as possible today. Another gulp. I know I can do it. It's just a little pressure. The pressure is of the self-inflicted, of course.)
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Saturday and Sunday I didn't get much writing done at all since I started reading a book on spiritual warfare to help me learn how to pray about terrorism. It's a book called, "The Strategy of Satan" and it is by Warren W. Wiersbe. The book was written in 1979, but it reads like a modern book. It is extremely informational.
Check it out here: http://smile.amazon.com/Strategy-Satan-Warren-W-Wiersbe-ebook/dp/B0066E8WR2/ref=sr_1_1?s=digital-text&ie=UTF8&qid=1448287876&sr=1-1&keywords=the+strategy+of+satan
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Now, I am going to focus on giving thanks and counting my blessings. Hence, here are some inspirational blog posts about thanksgiving:
Title: "What I Learned about God from 365 Gratitude Posts on Facebook"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/faith/women/what-i-learned-about-god-from-365-gratitude-posts-on-facebook.html
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Title: "The Power of Your Testimony of Thankfulness - Powerpoint - November 23, 2015"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/devotionals/powerpoint/powerpoint-november-21-2013.html
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Title: "Thanksgiving's Greatest Enemy"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/special-coverage/thanksgiving/thanksgiving-s-greatest-enemy.html
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Title: "2 Words That Will Change Your Life: Thank You"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/faith/bible-study/2-words-that-will-change-your-life-thank-you.html
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Title: "A Story of Persistence - Thanksgiving Devotional - Nov. 22"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/devotionals/thanksgiving-devotionals/a-story-of-persistence-thanksgiving-devotional-nov-2.html
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Title: Thanksgiving Devotionals on Crosswalk.com
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/devotionals/thanksgiving-devotionals/
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Title: "The Power of a Thankful Heart"
Link: http://www.ibelieve.com/faith/the-power-of-a-thankful-heart.html
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Title: "What I Learned From Keeping a Gratitude Journal"
Link: http://www.ibelieve.com/food-home/what-i-learned-from-keeping-a-gratitude-journal.html
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Title: "yada, yada, yada: a secret way to cope when you are pretty much sick of the world, the holidays & a crazy life"
Link: http://www.aholyexperience.com/2015/11/yada-yada-yada-a-secret-way-to-cope-when-you-are-pretty-much-sick-of-the-world-the-holidays-a-crazy-life/
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Title: "A Prayer for a Thankful Heart"
Link: http://www.ibelieve.com/food-home/a-prayer-for-a-thankful-heart.html
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Psalm 100:4-5 GOD’S WORD Translation (GW)
4 Enter his gates with a song of thanksgiving.
Come into his courtyards with a song of praise.
Give thanks to him; praise his name.
5 The Lord is good.
    His mercy endures forever.
    His faithfulness endures throughout every generation.
A psalm by David.
-- GOD’S WORD Translation (GW). Copyright © 1995 by God's Word to the Nations. Used by permission of Baker Publishing Group.
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2 Corinthians 9:15 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
15 Thanks be to God for His indescribable gift.
-- Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB). Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2002, 2003, 2009 by Holman Bible Publishers, Nashville Tennessee. All rights reserved.
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1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 Expanded Bible (EXB)
17 Pray ·continually [without ceasing], 18 and give thanks ·whatever happens [in all circumstances; in everything]. That is ·what God wants [God’s will] for you in Christ Jesus.
-- Expanded Bible (EXB). The Expanded Bible, Copyright © 2011 Thomas Nelson Inc. All rights reserved.
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Each of these statements requires a different mindset and way of life. They are not one in the same. There is a difference with each. It is my goal, and my hope, to live each of these in gratitude and thanksgiving:
We either live a life of gratitude or ingratitude. Which will we choose?
We either live a week of gratitude or ingratitude. Which will we choose?
We either live a day of gratitude or ingratitude. Which will we choose?
We either live each moment today in gratitude or ingratitude. Which will we choose?
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My Blessings Counted Journaling, Gratitude Journaling, Thanks Journaling, and My Blessings Counted List:
Thank You, Lord, for...
Yesterday terrorism was prevented. Terrorists around the world made threats to attack and either didn't or were thwarted. Thank You, Jesus. To You be the glory forever and ever.
Thank You, Lord, for last week. Thank You, for speaking to me, guiding me, and helping me see things differently. Thank You for the insight You gave me into prayer and terror last week. I pray it only increases this week, and the week following, and the week after that.
I am quite grateful for this week. I cannot wait to see where You lead me and see all of the blessings You give me and those around me.
Thank You for the holiday of Thanksgiving. Lord, I cannot believe it is the week of Thanksgiving and that it is already here.
Lord, thank You that I know the true origins of Thanksgiving here in the United States of America--not the origins Massachusettes has chosen to focus on, hence the U.S. focuses on. I know that the true and first official Thanksgiving took place at Berkeley Plantation in Charles City, Virginia, and was when the first men landed on this land from England to establish the first permanent English colony back in 1607 (well before Plymouth and the pilgrims). (See this link under the tab of "The New World": http://www.berkeleyplantation.com/four-centuries.html) They gave thanks to God for their safe passage from England to the shores in modern day Virginia. The first official Thanksgiving was about thanking You, Lord, and was not about Plymouth, turkey, pilgrims, the Native Americans, etc. It was about giving You thanks. This was the premise and foundation of this nation. And, this should be the foundation of my life, Father.
Thank You for my time in Virginia and how I was able to step foot at the place of the First Landing, at Historic Jamestowne and the site of the original fort (which is above water), Berkeley Plantation (which was also the place "Taps" was written), Yorktown Battlefield, Surrender Field near the Yorktown Battlefield), etc.
Thank You for the beautiful mountains I can see outside my study window. Purple mountains with a slight dusting of powder sugar.
Abba, I am so thankful for my husband and best friend. He is such a good man and is so good to me.
Thank You for the weekend we just had.
Thank You, God, for...
Coffee
My tablet
The keyboard that goes with my tablet
My journal
The way I journal
Clean sheets
Clean bath towels
That my husband and I can actually go home this year for the holidays, since it's so close, and is a nice day trip.
That my dad does not mind us bringing Zack Beagle over so that he does not have to wait so long to be let outside and so that Zack can hang out with us.
That the weather looks better as far as traveling to my family home on Thursday and then returning to our home the same day.
The really good white chili I made yesterday. It's been years since I made it. I am not sure why it took me so long to make. I guess I just never think of it. Well, it is certainly on my mind now. Yum! I also am grateful that B (my husband) enjoyed it as well. Also, I am thankful we have at least two more meals of the chili, so I may not need to do any more cooking for a few days.
How the birds love coming to our home and know that they can find food and water here, so this is the hangout for the sparrows in our neighborhood.
Pumpkin. I just so thoroughly love and enjoy pumpkin. Yummers!
I just remembered a recipe I keep wanting to try, but I haven't. Sigh. Therefore, I think I will try it today. Thank You, Father, for bringing it to my attention once again. It included pumpkin, one of my favorites. (Thank You, Jesus.) But, it also includes another favorite: coffee. (Another: Praise the Lord and thank You!) I will try this recipe in a bit and see what I think. Only, I will cook it in a bowl, not in a mug. The recipe is: Title: "Pumpkin Spice Latte Mug Cakes. " Link: http://www.bettycrocker.com/recipes/pumpkin-spice-latte-mug-cakes/e9a9f174-c088-467f-a5e6-2a4c464c9776?src=SH
I am quite grateful that my word count toward my National Novel Writing Month, prior to today, was: 17,924 words. (By the way, you don't have to write a novel in November in order to be part of NaNoWriMo. The only requirement is you write 50,000 words of a project, whether it is fiction or non-fiction. This is why my personal journaling of: "Prayer, Thanks, and Terror qualifies.)
Thank God for my home. What a major blessing it has been, is, and will be.
Thank the Lord for my coffee maker. Goodness. I shudder to think what I would do without it or without coffee.
Thank You again Lord, how even though construction is going on nearby, a lot of it let me add, how quiet it is and has been. I see big tractors doing their thing in a field nearby and know they are making noise, but I hear little to none.
Thank You for the Warren Wiersbe book, "The Strategy of Satan."
Thank You for one thousand seven hundred words for today so far.
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(838 a.m.) I am hungry. Therefore, I think I am going to go try the mug pumpkin spice latte cake. Be right back.
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Thank You, Lord, for the new recipe. The pumpkin spice latte in a mug recipe. I changed a few things in the recipe, though, so it would have less sugar. I used sugar free maple syrup rather than sugar. I also used a little more pumpkin than they recommended and I added a hint of vanilla extract. Then, when I cooked it, I cooked it all in  large soup bowl, which is also where I stirred up the ingredients. It wasn't pretty when I pulled out, since it wasn't in a mug, but I really could care less if it's just me eating the recipe. Rather than using whip cream on top when I served it, I used half-in-half. The consistency is like pumpkin pie with how I added the additional ingredients and I can see making this a couple of times each week and whenever I have a sweet or a pumpkin craving. (Now that I ate my helping for today, I cannot help but think that I might want to add a packet of the sugar substitute and maybe one pack of sugar to add to the flavor, plus the sugar free maple sugar. Thank You, Lord, for this realization.)
Which just reminded me, thank You, Lord: I haven't made pumpkin soup this year. What was I thinking? Never mind how that's something I can do with the leftover canned pumpkin if I don't finish it in a few days after making mug pumpkin spice latte cake, and after I make pumpkin lattes.
Thank You, Lord, for canned pumpkin.
Thank You, Lord, for pumpkin lattes.
Thank You, Lord, for reminding me the little things often mean a great deal more than a big thing.
Whew. Yes. Dividing the mug pumpkin latte cake recipe into two would have been wise. One is much too much. I will finish this tomorrow or the next day. Thank You, Lord.
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It's my goal between now and Thanksgiving to see how many things I can thank God for. I want to move my heart and mind to giving thanks in and for all things, in spite of terrorism or the threat of terrorism. I want to give thanks because You are so good to me, Lord, and because You tell me to do so, pure and simple. Never mind how every single moment is full of blessings to count, if only I would stop, look around (search for them), and count them. Then, if I would only remember the blessings You, Lord, have given me for the rest of my life.
Isn't it better to give thanks than not?
Isn't it better to count my blessings than focus on all of the blah and yuck of this world?
Doesn't giving thanks move my focus to what really matters and what really is important in my life? It shifts my perspective and helps me to live a life of joy, not just happiness.
Lord, I realize that You waste nothing. Everything that happens in my life, You can use for Your glory. Therefore, I would really like to bring You even more glory through living a life of gratitude than ingratitude. I would rather focus on Your blessing than the blah and yuck. I would rather find Your blessings in times of storm than focus on the what-could-should-be's.
As a Christian, Lord, I know I deserve no blessing whatsoever. But, I also know that You bless me anyway and in order to bring yourself glory.
Thank You, Lord, for helping me want to try to always give thanks--in all things and for all things, in spite of the storms.
I also realize well how it's been in the storms You have blessed me the most.
Lord, help me to keep my focus on living a life of blessings counting and not on if-only or this isn't fair.
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Thank You, Lord, for...
This day to give You thanks.
This moment to give You thanks.
Zack Beagle
Sinan orange cat
Kara, our deceased black and white cat, who was a feral. She was also deaf, declawed, and had lung and breast cancer before she marched into our lives and adopted us in September 2014. She was only supposed to live to February 2015, but made it to September 26, 2015.
The life lessons we learned from Kara.
The faith lessons we learned from Kara.
My favorite coffee mugs
How Zack just came upstairs to join me on his dog bed in the study.
This new personal journaling system. I am writing my journal on my tablet in a document, then, I email it to myself once I journal enough pages. Then, I save it in/on the Cloud. Then, I save it to my laptop, to my eternal hard drive, and to an app. I also print it out so I can set it on my bookshelves. It sure makes it easier to review my journaling with the print out. I also save it to my e-reader as an e-book.
Lord, thank You for the new vision You just gave me, which is also a reminder. I want to count as many blessings as I can between now and Thanksgiving, because it is that time of year. But, also, given that it is this time of year, I want to count as many blessings from this past year as possible. Therefore, I will do precisely that after Thanksgiving as well.
Thank You, Lord, for putting this on my heart: I want to count the blessings from 2015 and from the past as well. This will be my focus between now and New Year's Day.
Thank You, Lord, for helping me to remember this in the middle of praying about terrorism.
I am grateful Sinan is hanging out on the floor outside the study so I have my two favorite furry critters hanging out with me. It means so much to me, Lord. Thank You for trusting me with them.
Lord, thank You for 2,704 words so far of my 4,700 word count goal for today. Needless to say, I am well beyond the halfway mark for today for my NaNoWriMo word count goal. The halfway point is 2,350 words.
How Zack beagle wags his tail in his sleep from time to time. It is so precious and touches me so.
I am thankful for the couple of snows we have had so far, along with the cold snaps we have had. I love the beauty of the snow and the way I can actually breathe, and not feel stuffed, when it's a cold day.
Thank You, Abba, for the reminder that I now have a bathtub I can use. I have had one since we moved in the last part of July. But, I am so used to not having a bathtub to use that I forget to take a bath. Lord, You jsut reminded me of it, and now that I am at my halfway point of my word count goal, I can plan to take one soon. I can then pray about terrorism as I do that and thank You, Lord, for things that I just simply won't share with the world.
I am grateful for email, for the internet, for my cell, for technology, for apps, and how I can carry all of my journaling on my cell and on my tablet.
I am thankful for all of the resources on the internet for and about giving thanks.
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Article: "Beyond Sunday: Worthy of Thanks"
Link: http://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/beyond-sunday-worthy-of-thanks.html
Article: "12 Things to Thank God for in the Midst of Affliction"
Link: http://www.biblestudytools.com/blogs/mark-altrogge/12-things-to-thank-god-for-in-the-midst-of-affliction.html
Article: "The Power of a Grateful Heart: 21 Verses of Thanksgiving"
Link: http://www.crosswalk.com/blogs/debbie-mcdaniel/the-power-of-a-grateful-heart-21-verses-of-thanksgiving.html
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Thank You, God, for...
Vinegar and water for cleaning.
That we have two bathtubs and a full-size shower in our house.
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Regarding terror:
News article: "Emails show DOD analysts told to 'cut it out' on ISIS warnings; IG probe expands"
Link: http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2015/11/23/emails-show-dod-analysts-told-to-cut-it-out-on-isis-warnings-ig-probe-expands.html?intcmp=hpbt1
My personal thoughts and commentary:  I thought we lived in a free country with a free press. To tell the DOD what to say as to the truth about ISIS (I'm not talking about their intelligence) means censoring. Censoring is what communism and socialism does. This is disturbing. But, it isn't surprising.
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What else am I thankful for? Let me think.
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Tuesday, October 7, 2014

My Blessings Counted Journaling: Starvation





My Blessings Counted Journaling: Starvation
2014-10-04 11:41:40, Saturday

Oh, how I long for time with God, prayer, His Word, prayer journaling and Blessings Counted Journaling. I am desperate for it. Totally desperate. And everything and everyone is getting in the way. The everyone part is so worth it. But, I NEED some time with my Daddy, Lord, Savior, Friend, Way, Light, Rock, Sustainer, the Great I AM, Abba, Shepherd, Author and Finisher of My Faith, Love, Holy One.  
I long for Him, and His Word, as the deer...

Psalm 42:1-2 Expanded Bible (EXB)

42 As a deer ·thirsts [longs; T pants] for streams of water,
    so ·I [T my soul] ·thirst [L longs] for you, God.
·I [T My soul] thirst for the living God.
    When can I go to ·meet with [L see] ·him [L the face of God]?
Expanded Bible (EXB)
The Expanded Bible, Copyright © 2011 Thomas Nelson Inc. All rights reserved.

Oh, how I thirst! I am parched.
The moment I write that, I realize how little I really do know what that means. I've never been without food or water, thank God. (Oh, how I tend to take this for granted.) 
My thoughts travel to Lady Kara, as we call her. Her name is simply, Kara, but she has a million nicknames. Girlie. Missie. Little one. Sweet one. Miss thing. Miss Piggy. Lady. Miss Kara. 
She's the cat who adopted my husband (whom I will call B) and I on Sunday, September 21, 2014... On our thirteen year anniversary. 



She's a feral cat. The most lovable thing you've ever met. Tiny thing. Deaf. Declawed. Malnourished. Homeless. Stray. Dumped. Thrown out. 
Translation: Starving. Famished. Parched. 
Translation: Would not survive in the wild, on her own, much longer. 
She knows what it means to truly be parched and starving. 
I get choked up as I write this. 
We thought she was a kitten. So small. So thin. We knew she was malnourished. But, we had no idea it was far worse than we imagined. We wondered her story. We knew it was grizzly and was what nightmares were made of, but we had no idea. 



We've had her in our garage since Thursday, September 25, 2014. It's a massive two-car garage with extra space to the sides and front. And, it has an upstairs. We took our cars out of the garage--and she has the run of the joint. We call it her pad. 
At any rate, we wanted to get her used to us a little before we took her to the vet. And, get her fed and get some water in her. 
So, we scheduled the vet appointment for yesterday, Friday, October 03, 2014. We found out she is ten years old or so. she is not a kitten.
Ten years old.
And, starving. Parched.
She was defenseless. Deaf. Clawless. Weak. And was on her own, in the wild. It was God alone who took care of the little one. 
Then, He put her in our path.
None of us have been the same since. 



She knows starvation and being parched.
And, she knows what it means now to have all the water and food she ever wanted. She has had a full belly--and will keep one, provided she eats and drinks. (And, if she doesn't, she'll be taken to the vet and checked.)
Kara knows the stuff nightmares are made of. Now, she knows love, security/safety, food, and water. She also can and will get limitless love. 
And, Lady Kara gives endless love as well. It goes both ways with her. 
Kara has taught me what God offers me--and what He thinks of my response. She is like me and I am like what God does--in our relationship with one another. How loving and loyal she is, how much she depends on me and B, this is how I'm supposed to be with God. 
I spent the last thirteen days watching out for her every two hours or so during the day. Carefully. Vigilant. So, I haven't had as much time for God, B, or alone, as I would prefer. I feel it. I am parched for this time. 
I just realized how every moment I am with her, it is a very sacred moment. It's a moment she has never had. Ten years old--and has never known this... How sad and terrible. How heart wrenching.  
I've had the sweetest time I've ever had with God--being with her. I've realized it a little, sure, but not like I just have. We are being Jesus in the skin to her. We are acting as His representatives in her life--and she is doing the same with and for us. A little 5.1 pound cat, with the heart which weighs a trillion pounds. 
I was starving for, and thirsty, for time with God when I sat down to count my blessings and do some Blessings Counted Journaling. 
Or, so I thought.
I've never known starvation.
And, the time with God I have so thoroughly craved, I've had. The time has probably been the deepest, most sacred time I've ever had in my life. 
I have a sense now of what Jesus offered others when He was on earth. What He offered, love and health and healing, I am offering Kara girl. We are, B and me. 
Does life ever get more sacred than this? 
I most likely will never know personally starvation. I pray I never take this for granted again. I've seen firsthand what it does. I know what it's like to pet a cat and be able to count every vertebrae in her spine and tail. I know what it's like to pick her up and hurt her, without even realizing it, because she is so weak, frail, malnourished it hurts for me to pick her off the ground. (When I realized what happened, I was horrified.)
I've seen starvation--with my own eyes. 
And, I've been able to slowly bring relief to the starving.
This is what God offers me. 
I only thought I was starving for Him and His Word, when I've been having the most sacred time of my life without even realizing it. 
Wow. Wonder of wonders. 
Thank You, Lord. To You alone be the glory. 
What a new and changed perspective, which I never would have had if I hadn't taken the time to sit down to count my blessings and prayer journal. 

1 Thessalonians 5:17-18 New American Standard Bible (NASB)

17 pray without ceasing; 18 in everything give thanks; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.
New American Standard Bible (NASB)
Copyright © 1960, 1962, 1963, 1968, 1971, 1972, 1973, 1975, 1977, 1995 by The Lockman Foundation

(Images credits: Stacy Duplease and Remembering Your Present, LLC September and October 2014.)  

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Journaling: The Last Quarter of the Year (A Journaling How-To) (Blessings Counted Journaling)




Journaling: The Last Quarter of the Year (A Journaling How-To) (Blessings Counted Journaling)
AKA End of Year Journaling
Written: 2014-10-02 09:52:01, Thursday

Here it is October 02, 2014 already. 
Where has the year gone?
Thanksgiving and Christmas are just around the corner. (Gulp... Pause... Allowing that to sink in for a moment... Can you believe it? Another gulp.)
This is the time I look back and ask myself if I've accomplished this year what I wanted to accomplish.
Have I lived my word for the entire year? Mine was "Gratitude," or "Blessings," by the way.
And, another question comes to mind: What can I do to savage the year in the last three months? How can I make it count the most. You know--really make it count? 
What have I accomplished?
What haven't I that I wanted to do this year?
How has my faith been this year?
How has my journaling been this year?
Have I lived a year of blessing and gratitude? 
What blessings have I experienced and seen this year? This, in truth, is probably the most important question of them all. 
Now, that I've figured it out, that last paragraph... The one before this one... This is what I want to do regarding the last nine months and the next three months. I want to count my blessings. I want to thank God for everything He has done in my life, in the lives around me, through my life, and in this world. 
Is thanksgiving and blessings counting the secret to realize His grace is enough in my life (2 Corinthians 12:9-10 EXB)? 
Stay tuned.
So, for you... What blessings have you had in your life this year? What blessings will you see in each moment for the rest of the year? Make sure to count all of your blessings--even the smallest and tiniest. 
Why focus on the yuck of the year--unless you can turn it all into a blessing to be counted? And, that might be an exercise to do for the rest of the year. Take every yuck, ouch, hurt, etc. and figure out how to count it as a blessing. 
Count all of your blessings, the good, the ugly, and the indifferent. Make sure to keep a list of all of your blessings from 2014. 

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Tuesday, September 2, 2014

SD Personal Prayer, Blessings, and Bible Journal (Sept.02.2014.Tues.)

2014-09-02 06:43:22

******* NOTE TO READER
Please note that even in my personal journaling, I will add tidbits for you of how and what to journal, journaling tips, Bible readings and verses you can reflect on, and tidbits of how to write and how to write fiction in particular. Also, as I count my blessings, I can inspire you and give you ideas of your own to count. Therefore, my personal journaling can be quite enlightening. Skip reading it at your own peril. (Grinning.)

MORNING PRAYER
Good morning, Lord. Thank You for this new day, new month, new week, new year, new decade, and for the upcoming day, week, month, year, and decade (blessings 695-704). The past (almost) four decades of my life have been opportunities to bring You glory and be with You, where I try to live Your will and purpose each day. I pray this for the next four plus decades (if it is Your will). I pray for Your guidance today as I hope to draw nearer to You than my every yesterday and help me to see Your blessings, Your glory, Your work. Use me as Your vessel, Lord. Help my every thought, feeling, action, word be of You alone. Thank You for the opportunities and gifts of this day (705). To You alone be the glory. 

JOURNALING PROMPT OR THEME OF THE DAY
Why has God given me this day? He has me alive for a reason and a purpose. He has equipped me with certain abilities and experiences in order to accomplish something(s) today. I will search for it/them all day long and will try to live it.

Also:
What blessings will He share with me today, directly and indirectly? I will search for them all day.

BIBLE READING
I need to read my readings from Friday through today. It looks like I need to read Psalms 126-139 and 1 Corinthians 10:19-13. 

Psalm 126:3 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

The Lord had done great things for us;
we were joyful.

Amen! This is why we should count our blessings. He really has done great things for you and me. 

Journaling Prompt: What great things has He done throughout your life? List each of them and count them as blessings. 

Journaling Prompt: What great things will He do in your life today? 

Lord, every day is a blessing knowing You and being with You. (707. 708.)

2014-09-02 08:12:37

BLESSINGS COUNTED LIST
709 B and I enjoyed hanging out this morning for a few minutes before he went to work. Had coffee, planned, and dreamed.

710 Thank You, for the four-day weekend B had.

711 Shelly basked for the first time on her new basking platform last night. 

712 Tuesday morning coffee.

713 A snuggling beagle, Mr. Zack.

714 My new e-book Bible. 

715 Abba, thank You in advance for using B today, which I know You will. 

716 I am grateful in advance for You giving B and me guidance today, throughout the day and night. 

717 B and I got caught up with laundry last night.

BIBLE READING
2014-09-02 08:19:35

I just read through Psalm 139. Thank You, Jesus. (718)

Sunday, August 31, 2014

SDBJ Journal August 31, 2014 (812 a.m.)

SDBJ Journal August 31, 2014 (812 a.m.)

2014-08-31 08:14:30, Sunday

SDBJ = Stacy Duplease Blessings Journaling

NOTE ABOUT SDBJ AND OTHER JOURNALING/BLOG TITLES (SDBJ, BJC, AND TBJG)
I'll put SDBJ in the journal entry title or header in order to help distinguish what is my personal Blessings Journaling, what is my Blessings Journaling Coaching, and my fiction writing of TBJ Group (The Blessings Journaling Group). So, in each title of my journaling or blog entry, I will add: SDBJ, BJC, or TBJG to help distinguish between them, so we can tell the difference at first glance. 

ANOTHER CHANGE: FEW TO NO IMAGES
I will not be adding an image or photo to every journal entry or blog post, which goes smack-dab against all conventional blogging wisdom. 

Why? This is supposed to be about Blessings Journaling and Blessings Counted Journaling, not photos. It's about blessings, nothing else. It's about the words used to convey the blessings, not images or photos. In fact, I think images or photos can detract from the main point: lessings. Period. Nothing else. Pure and simple.

BLESSINGS COUNTED JOURNALING
FRIDAY, AUGUST 29, 2014
674 Hubby, Zack Beagle, and I went on a road trip. 

675 We saw God's country as we drove to Roanoke, Virginia and back. 

676 We saw big, open skies, something we cannot see where we live because of the thick and tall trees. It's been over six months since I saw so much sky. 

677 We rolling hills and mountains with some trees, but you could see through them and over them. Beautiful! (Here, where we live, it's flat like North Dakota, but with trees you cannot see or breathe through.) Mountains, let me stress. Mountains!

678 We made a memory.

2014-08-31 10:54:50

679 Feeling rejuvenated after seeing big blue sky, rolling hills, and mountains.

670 Wondering the history of the Shenandoah and Blue Ridge Mountains. 

676 Started to read THE STORY KEEPER by Lisa Wingate. Fantastic. 

SATURDAY AUGUST 30, 2014
671 Went to breakfast at a favorite place.

672 Went to Lowe's to buy new materials and tools to make a new turtle basking platform. 

673 Did the DIY project when we got home of profile, egg crate, and zip ties to make Shelly a new basking platform. 

674 Added water to turtle tanks, in which Harry and Shelly were thrilled. 

675 Shelly decided to play interior designer and move around the new setup in her tank. I had to go no less than eleven times to fix it and hubby did the same four times.

677 Finished reading THE STORY KEEPER by Lisa Wingate. Fantastic.  

678 Went to bed early.

681 B went to get groceries.

682 When B went to get groceries, he got me some brown rice. It was NOT what I wanted. (Bummer, right?) Well, I tried it and it ended up being my favorite. Good stuff. Yay!

SUNDAY AUGUST 31, 2014 

679 Slept in later.

680 Been having a slow morning. It's been nice. 

683 Started a new blog today, TBJ Group (The Blessings Journaling Group)... a nonfiction and fiction blog about a group of people who journal. 

684 Cat was a love bug last night and 685 this morning. 

686 Ground beef and salsa

687 Brown rice, cheese, a little cream, water, dash of onion powder. Yum.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

Blessings Journaling Counted and Esther (Aug.28.2014c.)




Blessings Journaling Counted and Esther (Aug.28.2014c.)

2014-08-28 09:22:40, Thursday

WARREN WIERSBE'S WRITINGS: BIBLE STUDIES AND COMMENTARIES IN MY LIBRARY
I just did an inventory for my information only and discovered these blessings. I have the Bible commentaries by Warren Wiersbe on the books of: Genesis 1-11; Mark; Revelation; Romans; and Ruth/Esther (Blessings 642-646). And, I have his commentaries on: Isaiah, Ruth/Esther, Acts 13-28; 1 Peter; Daniel; Romans; Revelation; and Psalm 1-89 (647-654). What wonderful blessings. Thank You, Lord. 

ESTHER 1
Earlier I read Esther 1 and said how I highlighted every single verse. Thank God, my highlights and everything came through from the BibleGateway.com app to the internet version of my account. It didn't yesterday. (655)

BIBLEGATEWAY.COM HIGHLIGHTS, FAVORITES, AND NOTES
I just saved all three down in my journal of what I have for those three categories so far. (656, 657, 658).

MISC. AND ETC. 
Unspoken prayer request.

659 B called--and gave me an update (660)--and told me some other stuff, quite the blessing (661). Thanks, Lord, for using my husband like You do (662 and 663). 

Unspoken prayer request. 

ESTHER 1
The introduction to the chapter and book:

Esther 1:1-4 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

These events took place during the days of Ahasuerus, who ruled 127 provinces from India to Cush. In those days King Ahasuerus reigned from his royal throne in the fortress at Susa. He held a feast in the third year of his reign for all his officials and staff, the army of Persia and Media, the nobles, and the officials from the provinces. He displayed the glorious wealth of his kingdom and the magnificent splendor of his greatness for a total of 180 days.
Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)
Copyright © 1999, 2000, 2002, 2003, 2009 by Holman Bible Publishers, Nashville Tennessee. All rights reserved. (664-667)

For more information on Esther 1:1, here's a link:

For more information on Esther 1 see:

To listen to commentary and study on the Book of Esther, check out Dr. J. Vernon McGee's timeless audio  at: 


And, his ministry, Through the Bible Radio Network has notes and outlines on Esther to Job which can be found here:

INTRODUCTION OF ESTHER
There is no mention few the name of God in the book. However, 192 times the heathen king is mentioned. Also, there are only two books in the Bible named for women: Ruth and Esther. 

Esther is a book of providence. Providence is how God directs the creation and universe.

Deuteronomy 31:18 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

18 I will certainly hide My face on that day because of all the evil they have done by turning to other gods.

The Israelites focused on idols, then Deuteronomy 31:18. After the Babylonian captivity of seventy years, not everyone left and went back to Israel. It was a large segment of people. Several million didn't return when God commanded for them to do so. Esther is this record. 

God directs these people even though they are not in His will--because of His providence. Esther talks about this. These people in a foreign land, who didn't obey His orders, are the people of Esther. God hasn't forgotten them.

Esther teaches the providence of God. Providence is the direction God gives all. His will prevails. 

Ephesians 1:11 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

11 We have also received an inheritance in Him, predestined according to the purpose of the One who works out everything in agreement with the decision of His will,

Ephesians 1:11 shows the providence of God. 

Information on the providence of God can be found here (and it's extremely helpful):

And:

Providence is provision given by God through his foresight. Direction given by God. God will provide and providence is this. It's the Almighty God working in the events of sinful, carnate, and finite human beings. He's in control. We/I are not. 

Esther talks about the permissive will of God. 

Writer and author of Esther is unknown. 

COMPUTER ISSUES
Ugh! My computer is acting SOOO slow. Hang on... Need to do some maintenance on it. 

(Side-Note to Self: 170,654 = a # I needed to remember.)

I'm deleting more files. Again... 

(Note to self: # to remember: 38.1)

EMAIL
Checking email and responding to some... 2014-08-28 11:15:58.



Blessings Counted Journaling (Aug.28.2014d.)

2014-08-28 11:29:53

Blessing 675 I have 285 journal entries since August 04, 2014.

676 I have 675 blessings from August 16, 2014 to now. 

677 How our cat, Sinan (pronounced See-naw-n) loves to lie on the dog's bed. It's where he is right now. 

Oh! I just remembered something I want to do. I want to save all of my highlights from my Amazon Kindle Fire 8.9-inch HDX Tablet. 

678 I saved my highlights of the Voskamp and Wiersbe books that I'm reading right now. So, I can look at them as a reference now. (Yay!)

679 Thank You, Lord, for showing me how to save stuff on cloud and Penzu and not to my desktop. 680 This makes them permanent in my life. (Yay!)

681 Thank God. At this point, if I were to accidentally lose everything on my computer, I would be okay. I have all of it saved elsewhere. 

682 I still am trying to get used to doing more work off of my tablet and less off of my computer--so I can write everywhere in my house, in each room, in each nook and cranny, and even outside. 

(Note to Self of new #s to remember: 37.2 &  170,654 to 158,405)

Switching to tablet now. 2014-08-28 12:00:45.

683 My pc just did an update. Maybe this will help it. (Please, Lord.) (I keep having the bad feeling I may need to wipe it clean and start over, so I have it ready if I need to do so. I pray the updates help.)

Zack is having dementia all of the sudden. Poor guy. 

B was supposed to be home early today. Well... We shall see when he gets home. I'm not complaining. No. Not at all. Lord, use him. Give Him Your words.

Computer is restarting. Glad I switched to my tablet. (684)

685 Thank God for lip balm for chapped lips. 

686 I am grateful, God, for my tablet.

Psalm 118:17 New Living Translation (NLT)

17 I will not die; instead, I will live
    to tell what the Lord has done.
New Living Translation (NLT)
Holy Bible. New Living Translation copyright© 1996, 2004, 2007, 2013 by Tyndale House Foundation. Used by permission of Tyndale House Publishers Inc., Carol Stream, Illinois 60188. All rights reserved. (687)

Lord, I am all over the place. Help me to center my thoughts and acts on You and Your Word. Give me focus, Lord. This is my prayer:

2 Corinthians 10:3-6 Holman Christian Standard Bible (HCSB)

For though we live in the body, we do not wage war in an unspiritual way, since the weapons of our warfare are not worldly, but are powerful through God for the demolition of strongholds. We demolish arguments and every high-minded thing that is raised up against the knowledge of God, taking every thought captive to obey Christ. And we are ready to punish any disobedience, once your obedience has been confirmed.

Amen!!!

2 Corinthians 10:3-6 Expanded Bible (EXB)

[L For] Although we ·live in the world [L walk in the flesh], we do not ·fight [wage war] ·in the same way the world fights [L according to the flesh]We fight with weapons that are ·different from those the world uses [not merely human weapons; L not of the flesh]. Our weapons have power from God that can destroy ·the enemy’s strong places[L strongholds; fortresses]. We destroy ·people’s arguments [human reasoning; sophistries] and every ·proud thing [pretension; exalted opinion; L high thing] that raises itself against the knowledge of God. We capture every thought and make it obey Christ.We are ready to ·punish [avenge] ·anyone there who does not obey [L every disobedience], ·but first we want you to obey fully [L once/after your obedience is fulfilled;C once the church as a whole repents, Paul will discipline those who refuse].
Expanded Bible (EXB)
The Expanded Bible, Copyright © 2011 Thomas Nelson Inc. All rights reserved. (689)

Lord, help me to take my every thought captive and make it obedient to You and Your Word alone. Teach me and help me to do so, God. I thank You for putting this thought and the verses on my mind (690). 

2 Corinthians 10:3-6 The Message (MSG)

3-6 The world is unprincipled. It’s dog-eat-dog out there! The world doesn’t fight fair. But we don’t live or fight our battles that way—never have and never will. The tools of our trade aren’t for marketing or manipulation, but they are for demolishing that entire massively corrupt culture. We use our powerful God-tools for smashing warped philosophies, tearing down barriers erected against the truth of God, fitting every loose thought and emotion and impulse into the structure of life shaped by Christ. Our tools are ready at hand for clearing the ground of every obstruction and building lives of obedience into maturity.
The Message (MSG)
Copyright © 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002 by Eugene H. Peterson. (691)

693 Thank You, Lord, for helping me with my computer.

694 Thank You, Lord, for Pocket, the app, which saves all of my blog and online articles. 

Ugh. Having more computer issues. I'm working off of tablet, thank God, but am trying to delete stuff off of computer.

Give me a moment. Let me finish this up and then I will try to do what I hear You calling me to do, Lord.